Finale... a stopping point, a concluding time... I've finally come to it, I mean for what I've been striving and working hard for it... of course not my life la. Otherwise, I'd not have been blogging here and now.
A series of events, leading to the heart-breaking ending... I've actually predicted it and I can say I have had some mental preparation for it. But somehow, I found it hard to accept and to withstand the impact on me when you finally told me the truth... Since when, you've not been visiting my blog no more? Since when, you've been acting coldly towards me? Since when, you've been blocking me on MSN?
Am I too much to think this way as merely a date? I don't know... Actually, I shouldn't have approached you from the beginning... Actually I shouldn't have visited your blogs... But... It's too late le... Everything happened and the wound caused is hurting. I don't blame you for not choosing me... I myself too thought that I'm not fit for you, it's the hope from myself which was driving me until now... What I felt much disappointed was that... you never tell me what you were thinking... dragging it until now... The pain's horrible... Waiting for sms that won't come daily, hoping to see you each of the moment...
I don't know how and can't continue writing this entry... The whole of my mind's a mess... There are so many things bothering me... Half a year... All my effort and feelings for you went into the drain... Sigh...

*cries out loud*

I'm true to you! Really! I have no choice but to let go... I don't wanna be a selfish person... It's so hard... I hope you'll find your true love... The one which truly suits you...

I'm sorry, guys... for posting such silly and foolish things here... maybe some of you are puking or cursing now le... It's rather disorganised... I just wanna pour things outta me...
Well, it's over le... I'll have to look ahead... Take care people...