My first year final exam's running now. With 4 papers stretched over the 1.5 weeks, we are currently mugging like crazy?! Lol... Maybe not... Sometimes, we need to relax ourselves a little bit especially before exams. However, that's only my personal view, if it fails you, don't blame me ya.... Haha~~

So far, the first paper which is the Mathematics and Statistics I was over yesterday. I was quite down after the paper actually. With some carelessness of mine, I've lost more than 20 marks of the overall paper. A gross error in a matrix question and a complicated differentiation question. Only if i have a bitmore time.... Maybe 15 minutes? Then i might be able to reverse the situation. Sigh... The very first paper was so depressing, I felt a little bit lost after the paper, wondering how to go on. Watching the BMS(Biomedical Science) students cheering made me really sad and in fact jealous. How could I've done this kinda mistakes!?!? A secret was that I was punching and slamming the wall with my fists after I reached home.(I am crazy... Am I? Haiz...) The OAA and the Star Award seem gone further away from me... Sigh... Maybe I have taken so many things for granted sometimes... I think I need to do some soul-searching le.

To: the one...
However, I was and am so happy that I got to go out with you this week... It's so enjoyable. Watching your smile is something so fulfilling and joyous for me. So sorry that i asked you out on those days when you were really tired and busy. I think I must be more considerate in times to come. The incident of dumb Melon still floating in my mind now... Lol... Maybe I still need to be a little bit braver. Jia you, jia you! Haha... I also apologise if I was or am acting weirdly these few days. Probably because of the exam blues. Oh my... I feel so weird when I type this paragraph... Wondering do I have the rights to think and write this way? Tell you these? Am I taking things for granted again? As I'm merely a... Lol... I hope you won't feel uneasy if you happen to read this entry(To other readers too...). It's truly from the bottom of my heart... Soon, I'll be leaving for Taiwan for some time. In fact, I don't feel like going as it'll be quite boring to be on a business trip with my dad. I'll miss you a lot... really... Take good care ya...

About the holidays, I'm still thinking where should I stay. It'll be like nearly 2 months, so long XD. Hope to find a job for myself in Singapore which I've always longing to. Why Musicdreamer still not recruiting new vocalists?! Lolz... I need to somehow occupy myself O_o Haha~~

That's all for now la...Going back to mug for exam le. Tata~~